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Oct. 13th, 2008 @ 12:26 pm guessing game
feeling: bouncybouncy
listening to: boyz II men - will
Put your music player on random.
Post the first line from the first 32 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Let everyone guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Bold the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING.

1. i know i'm in love with you / you say you're in love with me / i think it's 'bout time that we talk

2. if i could reach the stars / pull down one for you

3. if love was a bird then we wouldn't have wings / if love was the sky we'd be blue

4. all i got is 15 minutes / and i wanna get up in it / ain't got no time to talk / just come and bring me off

5. let me tell you 'bout this girl / maybe i shouldn't / i met her in philly / and her name is brown sugar

6. i ran into a friend of yours the other day / and i asked her how you've been

7. i know you've been going through some things / the pain you hold inside's written on your face

8. as i look to the horizon and the sun starts to set / romantic thoughts run through my mind of memories i can't forget

9. buy me love / money can't buy me love / buy me love / money can't buy me love

10. last night i, i saw you standing / and i started, started pretending / i knew you, and you knew me too

11. if ever you wondered if you touch my soul, yes you do / since i met you i'm not the same, you bring life to everything i do

12. i don't remember what day it was / i didn't notice what time it was / all i know is that i fell in love with you

13. the very first time that i saw your brown eyes / your lips said "hello" and i said "hi"

14. lead me on if you must / take my heart and my love / take of me all that you want

15. each day through my window i watch her as she passes by / i say to myself "you're such a lucky guy"

16. spending all my nights, all my money, going out on the town / doing anything just to get you off my mind

17. on a perfect day / i know that i can count on you / when that's not possible / tell me can you weather the storm

18. holding back the years / thinking of the fear i've had so long

19. where is the love you said you'd give to me / soon as you were free / will it ever be?

20. i've been so many places in my life and time / i've song a lot of songs and i've made some bad rhymes

21. take one / baby lying on the bed exciting fantasies going through her bed / take two / i jump into my SL-6, gotta make my way to her crib real quick

22. i saw you walking down on melrose / you looked like an angel straight out of heaven

23. who am i / a man to tell / what will be / no one knows

24. as around the sun the earth knows she's revolving / and the rosebuds know to bloom in early may

25. i'm walking away / from the troubles in my life / i'm walking away / oh to find a better day

26. i bet you're wonderin' how i knew / about your plans to make me blue

27. talk to me, tell me where you were late last night / you told me with your friends hanging out late last night

28. lady i'm your knight in shining armor and i love you

29. i guess you wonder where i've been / i searched to find a love within

30. i wanna tell / i wanna feel / i wanna show you baby that i need you

31. i have never been so much in love before / what a difference a true love made in my life

32. you are my light, i have to go on / have me any way you want to / just take care and love me / 'til my tension's gone


happy birthday, self. hope the lessons from the last 25 years you will finally use to fulfill your dreams :)
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Sep. 21st, 2008 @ 05:43 pm coz i'm a dork LOL
Current Location: home
feeling: boredbored
01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favorite and least favorite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you re-post this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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Sep. 10th, 2008 @ 03:36 pm back to basics
man, the first three days of training have been, well, challenging. i never realized how hard it could be to re-learn things that you've already been doing and breathing and living. when it's all instinct for the most part and you're asked to break it down to parts and pieces, it makes you doubt yourself a bit. well, at least it's made me re-evaluate my skills and abilities. i mean, shit i aced the first time, i'm not really doing a good job with right now.

i'm having fun, don't get me wrong, and it's challenging, so i'm enjoying myself. it's just that i sorta feel the pressure as early as now to excel and be noticed. they told us it was an internship thing, but whatever happens i'ma show them what i'm capable of and give them more than enough reason to keep me.

excited about yel coming to visit (and in time for my birthday, too). i miss my baby sister and how her insanity keeps me sane. i often wish all of us lived in the same house, but for now i have to respect everyone's decisions and just be patient and believe that one day soon we'll all be together again.

and that is the reason why one day soon i'ma be rich. haha.

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Aug. 28th, 2008 @ 01:38 am guess what.
i got the job.

now it may just be an internship position, with a chance that they send me back to my old job after a few months, but i plan to bust my ass and show them what i'm capable of so they keep me.

thank you jesus for answering my prayers quickly, as usual.

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Aug. 26th, 2008 @ 09:28 pm so i...
...had my initial interview earlier today. i applied for a spot in the language coaching department a few weeks back, and i finally got a reply from them. i hope i get the job. hope hope hope.

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Aug. 17th, 2008 @ 12:30 am i had nothing better to do at the time...
...so at lean's suggestion, i read marvel's house of M. in it, reality was altered for everyone—spider-man, wolverine and the x-men, magneto, the hulk, the avengers, and basically for the entire marvel universe—because of the scarlet witch. she turned the world upside-down with one thought, in one big episode.

and that got me thinking, albeit in the opposite direction. what in our worlds sets everything straight with subtle acts and words?

and what followed was a quickly-realized yet profound and deeply saddening thought (at least for me): it's the little things that our mothers do for us that keep our lives intact and straight. it's the way they took and take care of every little thing in our lives from the time we were babies that let and lets our lives flow oh-so-smoothly.

it's true what they say, that even though you're all grown up, when you're sick, your long your mama's healing touch. but just thinking of you right now made me feel ten times better. i miss you.

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Aug. 10th, 2008 @ 02:48 pm blah
bernie mac, dead at 50.


RIP bernie.
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Aug. 5th, 2008 @ 04:29 am MRT, anyone?
man, i didn't fully realize how bad manila transpo is until i tried to take the MRT home earlier today. the place was packed like crazy. it took me 10 solid minutes to get to one side of the station from the other. man i swear, we need to do something about the whole transportation thing. 

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Jul. 31st, 2008 @ 07:11 am what the f*ck?
will someone explain this shit to me please?


hiphop/R&B hits turned punk-emo? i feel like someone stole my identity and turned it into something fucking hideous and put it back in me. blah.

okay, my day has been totally ruined. thank you, lean, for doing this. fucker.

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Jul. 22nd, 2008 @ 06:09 am random
"men don't even know who they are until they know what kind of woman they want."

- the brothers, 2001

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